Hey guys. Sorry I’ve been MIA. Remember that awesome job I got that I moved for? Yeah… it didn’t work out. Sooo… I have been going through some rough weeks. Prior to everything falling spectacularly apart employment-wise, I wasn’t losing any weight, but I wasn’t really gaining either. I was still trying to get a foothold on the large amounts of travel I was doing.

Anyway, a lot of really difficult things have happened and it’s been quite stressful, and my eating has definitely reflected that, so I’m basically back up to my original starting weight (if not a couple of pounds over). I had already stopped weighing in because my numbers weren’t going anywhere and it was just frustrating me, especially because I wasn’t prioritizing working on anything. Now, with all these new developments, I honestly can’t tell you when I’m going to be working on weight loss again. I hope I have the opportunity soon, but I’m going through crazy upheaval in my life, and Mr. P & I are moving again (to a storage unit as we now can’t commit to a permanent place to live — omg)… things are just super crazy.

I would love to hear what’s going on with all of you!! Anyone else starting from scratch AGAIN???

Inching back up…

Weight: 189.0 (up 1/2 # from 6/13)

My Weight Chart:

After a week of kiiiiind of eating semi-normally (though not really), plus traveling:

Weight: 188.5 (up 1/2 # from 6/6)

I have really good news which is that my elliptical machine is finally FIXED!!!! Maybe next week I’ll get on it and start getting back into the swing of that. I’m a little nervous since I’m still recovering from being so sick… but I have to start sometime, and I can take it slow…

My Weight Chart:

Well, the bad news is that I got really, really, really sick this week! Out of nowhere!

This is the good news:

Weight: 188.0 (down 4.5 # from 5/30)

Sooo maybe I can harness that. We’ll see! It might still be water weight. I ate food yesterday, but I ate nothing most of the week. I couldn’t even keep water down for a while there. Nice.

My Weight Chart:

I think the slight increase last week can be blamed on my period…

Weight: 192.5 (down 1 # since 5/23/09)

I’m happy to report Ticker Factory is back.

Thanks for sticking with me. I’m experimenting with different ways to stay afloat here.

My Weight Chart:

Well!

Weight: 193.5 (up 2.5# from 5/18)

At this rate, I’ll be back at my starting weight in no time! Hmm.

Does anyone know what happened to Ticker Factory??? It seems the website is gone!! Very unfortuante as it held all my weight data for the past year and a half!

Okay so…

Weight: 191.0 (back down 1/2 # from 5/9)

Now, the question in my new life is becoming…. how can I shed this weight while traveling, like, three quarters of the time? I need to be super vigilant, find ways to exercise while on the road, etc. Any suggestions?

Ugh…

Weight: 191.5 (up 1/2 # from 5/2)

Gross.

My Weight Chart:

Well, I have good news and bad news…

Weight: 190.0 (down 1 # from last week)

The bad news is that obviously last week’s weigh-in of 191 was for real. Oy vey! The good news is that I’m down a pound. But really, I don’t deserve it. I haven’t done anything. And Mr. Peanut dragged out the elliptical machine for me last week only to discover it was damaged in the move. So, this week we’ll see what happens. Going to try to actually cook something instead of eating out (imagine that).

My Weight Chart:

Wtf:

Weight: 191.0 (up FOUR AND A HALF POUNDS from 4/18)

Oh my god. I’m really, really, really upset. I have my period, so I guess that’s why this is happening, but it doesn’t matter: I’m back to feeling like complete shit about myself, my life, and my body. Great!

I’m practically back up to my original starting weight, as if the 20 pounds I lost before never happened. I HATE THIS SO MUCH!!!!!!!

My Weight Chart: